At the moment I am tuning into the idea of being monogamous to my feminine side.

I know and love all these beautiful women. And I choose exclusively for the woman in me to receive me. Hence I’m getting to know her. Her voice is coming into focus, her clit, her heart.

She is the woman who says yes, just like I offer the ladies around me.

The ones who want to fuck me and who support and encourage me to be with my inner femme. Who hold the mirror and the example.

when I reach that spot the sensation of healing is so profound christina

the core emotion where it manifests is in my thirst for my semen and the sensation of witnessing woman outside me fucking being fucked – of man fucking her and ejaculating into her. I witness this completion as a mirror. this is the bookof blue.