*that is why I said I can only be grateful for your giving me what I want, which on a deeper level involves me giving myself what I want or what I need…the strength of this all…
face my fear of being alone
my fear of unloved or unmadelove
I am so scared
I take that up in mirror
you HAVE helped me be there and now I am on my own.
I will state my apology this way, for ever being angry with you, in a sexual context.