ps
the part about you holding eye contact with him, and inviting him to.
and how this flows into the two of you agreeing to you sucking him to orgasm. that mutual intent just melts me. your conscious agreement.
you make an offer and a promise & share so deeply mutually. you in your freedom share that choice, and you offer your body to drink from your lover in your most vulnerable moment, as he lets go into the truth of what you’re doing.
I love that you do that to him and for him. I can only imagine the depth of pleasure he feels as you do, amanda jane, the exquisite sense of acceptance and your love.