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Eating my own sperm to difficult?

I am sure you can feel the compassion I feel for this boy. I know what he really wants to do, that’s to say, I know it’s his truth, beneath his ambivalence and he knows too. You and all women have helped me find myself in the midst of this…

<< Each time I masterbate I am so exited to eat my own sperm but as soon as I ejaculate on my hand The feeling goees away and I feel that its gross,but after a while I get the idea in my head and it wont go away until I try,once again the feeling goes away.How can I keep feeling this way or how can I force myself to eat this is something I REALLY want to do >>